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Lots of productivity and contentment, linked but not totally, and my neck is stiff. Layer up with tea-to-go to walk the quarter mile track. I've timed the loops to catch the sun setting, and the moon is already out. Tracking polarities, back-and-forth, loosens up my neck quite a bit. This side-to-side, watching, contrasting but not comparing is a helpful stretch. Head into the belly of my neighborhood to walk till the sky goes purple. Bring in firewood. Roast beets, tossing in the greens at the end, add to the yellow rice after snagging an oily clove of garlic.

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& this house makes me happy

* lying in bed the sounds send me back to sleep for an hour

* note my cycle so light — nothing much left to release right now

* right shoulder tight; feel him so intensely & yet none of it matters, in the highest expression, it all just is — How do i say this ? — this is I T 

* like when i went 'home' last week for the first time in years, their home, i watched them, i get it, no problem, even though it's super fucked up

* i do see

* make SP juice

* wipe down the counters, something that cuts schmear

* close CA business to open another, lessons learned

* braid hair like MADONNA @ YSL SEX basel nonsense 

* flirt

* momentum is real, go honey, keep allowing one thing 2 lead 2 another

* oh, & i know what this concept of WHORESEX is now : )

* not sex, but came through sex; last times & this thing i like to do . . .

    * * how to demarcate room4more 

          w/ a line in the s a n d_________