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< Notes

Girl Mess 

Shine the light of consciousness on your pockets of discord 

    Elbow grease works wonders

The American Buffalo is actually a bison; before we murdered them they modeled walking through the storm

Circumnavigation is spinning around in madness when you know what you need to do and still won’t touch or feel it

Hurt people hurt _____

    Survivors

        Nervous

            Systems 

 

New York one whole week when I didn't plan to:

Been busy breaking in cowboy boots bought in Los Angeles

My daily step average has doubled since my move

Small sore on top of right toe because the boot breaking in moved from instep to vamp to toe medallion heel, toe, heal toe

You can sabotage yourself by staying too long or running too early. Responsibly tending to your work helps close the chasm between extremes. The middle path is not called settling. If you're being true, care surfaces.

Rules calcify us! Clean up the beats you move to. Edit. 

 

Stay true, radically on top of you

Walking and thinking and eating and not sleeping sleeping are magical tools

I nearly walked away from a renovation I’m leading. I was afraid I was feeding the elephant in the room 🥜 as opposed to gently squeezing it through the battle-worn front door that the building had been saying they’d replace, but —

My parents are doing the same triangulation dance to label me Elephant, but —

A miracle is a timeline collapsing in —a  false paradigm falling down because and in support of A NEW POV

Otherwise we spin out and those facade panels come down too easily

• Missing babies
• Farm misses me
• The Blair Witch Project
• The old farmhouse looks like that house at the end
• Gold Leather Pants
• Dialogues des Carmélites
• Gold ceiling cheap seats

• That head against the wall so water ran down / wanna lick drops / rain all month

• Tamarind cauliflower (pregnancy)
• Told Peonia a story about a guy I used to know — then he walked into Tamarind
• Doña Leova healing session ~ ❂
• Mussels w/ leeks

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